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Doa and tawakal

Assalamualaikum dan hai semua

Kita biasa dengar tentang singkatan 'DUIT' iaitu, Doa, Usaha, Ikhtiar dan Tawakal dan aplikasikannya dalam kehidupan harian. Biasanya kalau student kita biasa dengar dekat talk motivasi dari sekolah rendah, menengah sampai lah ke universiti kan? Pastu kita guna konsep 'DUIT' untuk hadapi exam besar, UPSR, PMR, SPM dan exam uni.

Cerita aku kan camni, aku seorang yang rajin gila namatey terutamanya kalau bab2 study. Dulu time spm, target aku bukan straight A pun tapi aku lebih kepada teringin jadi macam matluthfi, aiman azlan. You know, berangan nak belajar oversea, pegang buku macam budak pandai, raya di perantauan. Sebab tu aku usaha gila bab2 study, yela berangan nak belajaq oversea. So, bila keluar result dapat la sikit2 tu tapi ada 1b.
Masa tu memang la bersyukur Alhamdulillah apa semua. Tapi bila dah lama2 kan, aku macam tertanya la kenapa result aku dari zaman UPSR, PMR, SPM selalu tersangkut 1b. Padahal usaha tu dasyat sangat serius la. Tapi lepas tu aku macam ok xpe la, cuba lagi.

Pastu aku dapat masuk uni, sekarang degree dah first year. Macam biasa la, kalau bab2 study aku maintain-kan.
Exam final aku dalam bulan 5 yang lepas.
Masa study week haritu, macam biasa rutin semua orang study pagi sampai malam. Hahaha dasyat tak dasyat dak2 dental. Pastu weekend hujung study week aku balik rumah opah aku. Serius tak study, sentuh notes sikit2 je. Macam redha je la, harap semua paper pass. Minggu first tu subjek wajib universiti, then minggu kedua subjek core.

Alhamdulillah paper first physio, boleh la jawab.. ada je aku blur, tapi redha jela kan dah usaha. Balik tu, kononnya cam heaven sikit main phone. Aku terbaca kat sosial media mana ntah, statement dena bahrin. Dia kata, "Ustaz dia kata kalau nak doa tu, doa la sungguh2. Allah sebenarnya dengar je apa yang hamba dia mintak. Cuma sama ada kita ni malas ke tak nak berdoa.". Pastukan aku cam terkesan gak ah. Kata2 ni aku terngiang-ngiang je dalam masa 2 hari gap before paper oralbio.
Pastu aku teringat kawan aku (adawiyah). Dia pernah ckp yang dia dapat jawab exam sem lepas, one of it sbb dia buat solat taubat mlm before exam.

So selama 2 hari gap aku macam biasa la study. Malam before exam tu, aku doa..aku buat solat hajat. Masa tu memang doa sungguh2 la.

Pastu esok tu oralbio, aku pun masuk la exam hall macam biasa. Tapi first time doh takut nak bukak paper exam. Padahal spm dulu2 xde pun rasa. Sekali aku bukak yang paper 2, ya Allah.... semua soalan tu yang aku dah baca dan hafal. Paham x rasa dia camna? Masalahnya empat-empat soalan essay pulak tuh. Aku macam nak nangis gila time tu. Lancar je la aku jawab.
Pastu esok tu paper biochem pulak. Biochem paling aku malas nak study akhir2 terutama bab dr h. Hahahahahaha teruksssnyaa! Cam biasa la malam before tu aku buat solat hajat (padahal exam sebelum2 ni xde buat pun sendiri.. just setakat kalau ada prog solat hajat je).
Esok tu time paper 2, sama gak aku takut nak bukak paper tu. Sekali bukak, ya Allah!! kenapa dasyat sangat macam ni. Empat-empat soalan tu aku dah baca, target dan hafal. Maka lancar la hari ituuuuuu hehe.
Cuma paper anat la, agak terkejut Hahahahahaahahaha i cryyyyyyyy tapi xpe la, redha je la.

Apa yang aku cerita kat sini tentang doa dan tawakal. Dulu aku amik ringan dengan perkataan doa dan tawakal. Hanya di mulut, bukan di hati. Rupanya sebenarnya doa dan tawakal tu perlu dari hati dengan bersungguh2. Dan aku ingat hanya usaha yang paling penting. Malam before exam dan dalam exam hall, doa mintak pada Allah sebab masa tu takde sapa dah yang boleh tolong kita. Kadang2 kita dah usaha study apa semua, tapi pernah tak kita rasa blank taktau apa2 time dalam exam hall. Pastu ttiba je kita teringat, rupanya masa tu Allah tgh tolong kita. Tapi kita riak, kita rasa semua tu hanya sebab usaha kita selama ni. Usaha + doa + tawakal tu yang paling penting.


Doakan kami grad sama2 (: 



Signing off,
Asyumo



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